Milk Teeth

i have been getting the most lovely comments of the most wonderful, kind people and i am so sorry that i have not replied to them, but they do mean ever such a lot to me, to know that somebody is sharing my words, my thoughts with me, and that i am not so alone with nobody to share with. so thank-you ever so, it makes me so very happy.

i would like a peter pan collar dress ever so much. but they are all hiding from me. in mermaid lagoons and rabbit holes and tea parties and pumpkin carriages. and away with all the fairies. and in the back of the wardobe, for i always check the back, but its never snowing, you see.

i miss luna, i do, and i miss neville. i miss them like missing my grandpapa's pepermint smell when i am not there, and the smell of his wooly jumpers. i miss them like missing my captain bethan's laughter, the most wonderous laughter that grows inside you like beautiful roses and whenever you think of her, her laughter rings softly in your bones. i miss them like missing my music box and my standing on tippy-toes to watch the ballerina spin in her glitter tutu, my chocolate hair falling over her like a forest. i miss them like grazed knees and cotton socks and sweetie rings.

i miss them like molly missed her percy.

my eyes are sleepy. i miss them like my bones miss my bed. hurry home my teddy. hurry home my babar. we haven't ate our chocolate pennies yet. ♥